Being engaged is not quite how i thought. There is a whole lot more stress involved in planning the whole thing than i remembered from my sisters weddings, and a whole lot more to think about that i realized. maybe its just because my sister is planning this, and has been working on planning this for the last who knows how many years. I've also discovered that I can't think about all the plans too much, or I stress myself out more than is healthy for me. it is really lame that there is such a distance involved too.
there are a lot of nice things about it too. knowing that i won't ever have to say good-bye to him again is definitely a plus, and something i am looking forward to. it also means that in the future (long in the future at this point) i know we'll be able to have a family, and i'll be able to have kids of my own. I love Jen's kids, and they are much like my own, but having my own is something I've long looked forward to (yes, it is something i wanted, even while planning my hermiting in the woods).
it will all work out eventually. i just have to remember to take this one day at a time, and not try and plan everything all at once.
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